Easter Heart with Cross in the middle

To Believe is to Remember…

Today is the Second Sunday of Easter, or in the Catholic Church, Divine Mercy Sunday, as it was designated in the year 2000 by Pope John Paul II. When you think of mercy, what does it look like? What characteristics come to mind?

On the night that Jesus was arrested, he said to the disciples gathered around the table,

“This night all of you will have your faith in me shaken, for it is written:
‘I will strike the shepherd,
and the sheep of the flock will be dispersed’;
but after I have been raised up,
I shall go before you to Galilee.” – Matthew 26:31-32

In today’s Gospel (John 20:19-31), the disciples, although afraid from all that transpired and what it might mean for them, have reconnected and come back together. They did not allow what might be labeled as their failures (e.g. fleeing the scene, Peter’s denials) to override the example of Jesus and to tear them apart. Instead, they chose to embrace what was instilled in them by the grace of God and imparted to them by the mercy of God, extending both to each other.

Rather than looking to place blame or find fault with each other and giving rise to in-fighting and division, the disciples, still afraid and likely unsure, gathered together, and in their unity, Jesus appears to them, not upset at them for scattering or holding a grudge, but wishing them peace and extending grace to them.

Jesus came and stood in their midst
and said to them, “Peace be with you.”
When he had said this, he showed them his hands and his side.
The disciples rejoiced when they saw the Lord.
Jesus said to them again, “Peace be with you.
As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
And when he had said this, he breathed on them and said to them,
“Receive the Holy Spirit.
Whose sins you forgive are forgiven them,
and whose sins you retain are retained.” – John 20:19-23

How do Jesus’s words above speak to you today? Share with Jesus what’s in your heart and on your mind as you consider these verses. Ask Jesus for his perspective.

Now, Thomas who was absent when Jesus appeared to the disciples doesn’t believe what is reported to him by the disciples who were there. Or, perhaps the thing that Thomas doesn’t believe without seeing for himself, is not the words of his fellow disciples, but the words of the Lord.

In other words, maybe the point is not that Thomas was expected to blindly take the words of his fellow disciples as truth, but rather that Thomas’s faith was so shaken by the experience of the crucifixion that it led him to some level of mistrust in the words that Jesus had spoken before his death.

Next, consider Jesus’s response. True to His nature, Jesus, again, doesn’t hold a grudge and doesn’t lose faith in Thomas, but as always, responds with understanding. In his mercy, Jesus appears again to the disciples at a time when Thomas is present. Jesus gives Thomas what he needs in order to be strengthened in his fatih, and at a time when he is able to best receive it.

Now a week later his disciples were again inside
and Thomas was with them.
Jesus came, although the doors were locked,
and stood in their midst and said, “Peace be with you.”
Then he said to Thomas, “Put your finger here and see my hands,
and bring your hand and put it into my side,
and do not be unbelieving, but believe.”
Thomas answered and said to him, “My Lord and my God!”
Jesus said to him, “Have you come to believe because you have seen me?
Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed.” – John 20:24-29

What do you imagine the week between being told about Jesus’s appearance and his reappearance was like for Thomas? What might the week between the two appearances have been like for the rest of the disciples?

Reflect on your experience of moments of uncertainty or times when your faith has been shaken. What was it like? And how did you face it? In what ways was Jesus present to you, and how might you need that same presence today?

Now, Jesus did many other signs in the presence of his disciples
that are not written in this book.
But these are written that you may come to believe
that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God,
and that through this belief you may have life in his name. – John 20:30-31

In his poem, The Universal Prayer, Alexander Pope wrote, “Teach me to feel another’s woe, to hide the fault I see, that mercy I to others show, that mercy show to me.” How has your heart been touched by mercy? And how you have extended mercy to others?

Easter Heart with Cross in the middle

The Universal Prayer by Alexander Pope
Father of all! In every age,
In every clime adored,
By saint, by savage, and by sage,
Jehovah, Jove, or Lord! Thou great First Cause, least understood!
Who all my sense confined
To know but this, that thou art good,
And that myself am blind; Yet gave me, in this dark estate,
To see the good from ill;
And binding nature fast in fate,
Left free the human will. What conscience dictates to be done,
Or warns me not to do,
This, teach me more than hell to shun,
That, more than heaven pursue. What blessings thy free bounty gives,
Let me not cast away;
For God is paid when man receives,
To enjoy is to obey. Yet not to earth’s contracted span
Thy goodness let me bound,
Or think thee Lord alone of man,
When thousand worlds are round: Let not this weak, unknowing hand
Presume thy bolts to throw,
And deal damnation round the land
On each I judge thy foe. If I am right, thy grace impart
Still in the right to stay;
If I am wrong, oh teach my heart
To find that better way. Save me alike from foolish pride,
Or impious discontent,
At aught thy wisdom has denied,
Or aught thy goodness lent. Teach me to feel another’s woe,
To hide the fault I see;
That mercy I to others show,
That mercy show to me. Mean though I am, not wholly so,
Since quickened by thy breath;
Oh lead me whereso’er I go,
Through this day’s life or death. This day be bread and peace my lot:
All else beneath the sun,
Thou know’st if best bestowed or not;
And let thy will be done. To thee, whose temple is all space,
Whose altar, earth, sea, skies,
One chorus let all being raise;
All nature’s incense rise!

The sun rising over the top of darkness created by trees

Pray…

If this, then that permeates across all spaces,
Creating fear, stirring up all kinds of notions,
Extracting excuses, and some hare-brained ideas,
Running roughshod, shredding norms, raging all about.
That mirror on the wall? It’s turning, twisting,
And swiftly rotting away from the inside out.
Say, who’s the Lear-est?, “What can you do for me-man”?

Stop running every which way, but right side up.
Pause. Take a minute and step away. Make a change.
Seek Grace. Take it in. Soak it up. Receive the gift.
In a world traditionally conditional,
Only unconditional love, honest and true,
Steadies steps, bridges gaps, raises strength for the day,
making whole whatever’s fractured, broken, or faux.

The sun rising over the top of darkness created by trees

It is written: “The Lord, your God, shall you worship and him alone shall you serve.” – Matthew 4:10

Radiating, Light-filled heart

The Light…

Throughout the night, shadows make their way,
And by the light of day, they cast doubt.
Sad, sorry, tragic! They think they know.
They slink, they slide, they lie, steal, and cheat.

Snuffing out light and stomping on hope,
Making little of all the deceit.
They rely on breaking down goodness,
Splitting up what once stood together.

They view resistance, a futile thing,
Failing to recognize the power,
The strength and speed, of Light that’s within.
Feed the poor, care for the downtrodden.

Light travels and bends, it radiates,
generously spreads out across time.
Some wills have shadows that can’t stand truth.
Only Thine will to be done through Christ.

Radiating, Light-filled heart

I am the light of the world, says the Lord; whoever follows me will have the light of life. – John 8:12

Path leading toward waterfall

Following Faithfully…

Beating still, beating quietly, beating nonetheless,
Attention becomes the disciple of intention.
A stir within, roars within, formation from within.
Look and listen closely as true passion is revealed.

Following the leader? Where? To what good do they lead?
Igniting hearts? Uniting hearts? On whose behalf?
All hearts can and must choose for whom and for what they burn.
Discern! Discern! Deception has so many voices.

Does the message uplift all of us, like the true one
Who gracefully overcomes the small, in all of us,
Helping the steadfast to be ready, set, and to ask,
How does this represent the good teacher serving all?

Path leading toward waterfall

The Lord keeps faith forever,
secures justice for the oppressed,
gives food to the hungry.
The Lord sets captives free.
The Lord gives sight to the blind;
the Lord raises up those who were bowed down.
The Lord loves the just;
the Lord protects strangers.
The fatherless and the widow the Lord sustains,
but the way of the wicked he thwarts.
The Lord shall reign forever;
your God, O Zion, through all generations. Alleluia. – Psalm 146:6-10

Saving Power…

Taking the plunge, one by one,
each day breaks through, something new;
Your wisdom and grace abound.

You come to us, work through us,
dignify our worth, our place.
How great when we allow it!

Kindness, compassion, mercy,
Your word, all within our reach,
to embrace, not turn around.

Brute force is never Your way.
Choice upon choice, you give us,
filled with hope, to seek what’s best.

Guiding light softly spoken,
gentle nudging, Love of loves,
Always with us, through and through,
Saving Power seeking heart.

Heart with a cross in the center

The Lord has revealed to the nations his saving power. – (cf. Psalm 98: 2b)

Fence with its shadow on a sidewalk

On the Wings of Mercy…

As Lazarus lay with outstretched arm,
the rich man, held all within his grip;
pursuing his designs, above All,
making no matter of Lazarus.

Living well, thinking well of himself,
dwelling in the lap of luxury,
the rich man, held up by many things,
could not see the Beat within his heart.

Rich man? We all do what we will do.
Lazarus? Raised up, received his due,
dignity and comfort came his way,
Abraham by his side in Heaven.

And while things can still be bought and sold,
the most important and precious ones,
worth their weight in gold, are born of Grace,
arriving on the wings of mercy.

Fence with its shadow on a sidewalk

Blessed is he who keeps faith forever,
secures justice for the oppressed,
gives food to the hungry.
The Lord sets captives free.

The Lord gives sight to the blind;
the Lord raises up those who were bowed down.
The Lord loves the just;
the Lord protects strangers.

The fatherless and the widow he sustains,
but the way of the wicked he thwarts.
The Lord shall reign forever;
your God, O Zion, through all generations. Alleluia.
– Psalm 146:7-10

A tree and it's shadow, among many trees

What is Cast, Cascades…

September 21 is the feast day of St. Matthew, the tax collector turned disciple. It is Matthew’s home at which Jesus and his disciples are having dinner, among, “many tax collectors and sinners” (Mt 9:10), when the following exchange occurs:

The Pharisees saw this and said to his disciples, “Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?”
He heard this and said, “Those who are well do not need a physician, but the sick do.
Go and learn the meaning of the words, ‘I desire mercy, not sacrifice.’ I did not come to call the righteous but sinners.” – Matthew 9:11-13

If you were Matthew or a dinner guest at his house and witnessed this exchange between Jesus and the Pharisees, how would you feel, and what would you make of Jesus’s words? How about if you were a Pharisee? A disciple? Envision yourself in the shoes of the different people present or groups represented.

While there can be a wide range of perspectives and experiences in earthly regards, looking beyond that, what do you see or sense as a common bond or thread between them all?

Next, take some time to remember and pray with some of your experiences of compassion, forgiveness, and kindness. What’s it like to reflect on instances in which you received mercy, as well as the ones where you exhibited mercy toward another, as originating from the heart of God, for whom nothing is impossible? Not only that, but also to consider that these instances involved your cooperation with God, through whom anything is possible?

Share with the Lord what’s on your mind and in your heart as you contemplate his words.

In the Gospel for the Twenty-fifth Sunday in Ordinary Time, St. Luke writes:

Jesus said to his disciples:
“The person who is trustworthy in very small matters
is also trustworthy in great ones;
and the person who is dishonest in very small matters
is also dishonest in great ones.
If, therefore, you are not trustworthy with dishonest wealth,
who will trust you with true wealth?
If you are not trustworthy with what belongs to another,
who will give you what is yours?
No servant can serve two masters.
He will either hate one and love the other,
or be devoted to one and despise the other.
You cannot serve both God and mammon.”
– Luke 16:10-13

Continuing to pray with your experiences of mercy, reflect on God’s grace and the extent to which honesty, trust, and trustworthiness, have helped or aided you toward receiving and extending compassion, kindness, and the benefit of the doubt to yourself and others. Ask the Lord to help you to see clearly your areas of growth, and to gently acknowledge, and commit to cooperation with Grace in, areas in need of conversion.

What wisdom is waiting on you today?

A tree and it's shadow, among many trees

Closing prayer:
Hallelujah!
Praise, you servants of the Lord,
praise the name of the Lord.
Blessed be the name of the Lord
both now and forever.
From the rising of the sun to its setting
let the name of the Lord be praised.
High above all nations is the Lord;
above the heavens his glory.
Who is like the Lord our God,
enthroned on high,
looking down on heaven and earth?
He raises the needy from the dust,
lifts the poor from the ash heap,
Seats them with princes,
the princes of the people,
Gives the childless wife a home,
the joyful mother of children.
Hallelujah!
– Psalm 113:1-9

Lilypads

In the Image of its Creator…

Leaves upon leaves,
Earth, sky, and ground,
Different shapes,
Shades, and sizes,
Come together.

Growing along,
Getting along,
Going along,
Hosting along,
Stay together.

Like the lily
In that One pond,
Live in service,
Remain faithful
To creation.

Lilypads

Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, heartfelt compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience, bearing with one another and forgiving one another, if one has a grievance against another; as the Lord has forgiven you, so must you also do. And over all these put on love, that is, the bond of perfection. – Colossians 3:12-14

The Final Test…

Victory, that is, true happiness—joy—can never be had in isolation, or at the expense of another’s wellbeing.

The readings for the Seventeenth Sunday in Ordinary Time call attention not only to the degree of God’s mercy and compassion, but also to the Lord’s openness to dialogue and mutual respect, as well as calling attention to the degree that living through and embracing the way of love, mercy, and compassion on behalf of others makes all the difference, playing part in salvation—individual and collective.

In the first reading (Genesis 18:20-32), there is discussion between the Lord and Abraham about Sodom and Gomorrah, the twin sin cities. The Lord can surely do whatever, whenever. However, that is not God’s way. In this passage, we see another example of God engaging with humanity, in response to seeing what’s going on in the two cities.

What do you make of the Lord desiring to bring Abraham along as he looks more closely?

The Lord not only listens to what Abraham has to say, but also receives it without offense, and honestly considers it with great openness and humility.

What’s it like to put yourself in Abraham’s shoes? Envision yourself in the setting and saying to the Lord:

“Will you really sweep away the righteous with the wicked?
Suppose there were fifty righteous people in the city; would you really sweep away and not spare the place for the sake of the fifty righteous people within it?
Far be it from you to do such a thing, to kill the righteous with the wicked, so that the righteous and the wicked are treated alike! Far be it from you! Should not the judge of all the world do what is just?” (v. 23-25).

In the verses that follow, Abraham continues to question the Lord. He asks 5 more times, referring to equally less quantities of righteous among the unrighteous. This back and forth ends with the following:

“But he persisted: ‘Please, do not let my Lord be angry if I speak up this last time. What if ten are found there?’ For the sake of the ten, he replied, I will not destroy it.” (v. 32).

Throughout this passage, one can see that the Lord does not grow impatient with Abraham, nor does he shut down the conversation, berate or demean him.

What strikes you most about the exchange between the Lord and Abraham?

The passage in the first reading can be referred to as “Abraham intercedes for Sodom.”

Think of a situation that you’re aware of and that is of concern to you. Pray for grace to receive the Lord’s view with openness and humility, without taking offense or turning away from questions and challenges but instead facing them with patience and a focus on what is truly right and just.

In the Responsorial Psalm (Psalm 138:1-3,6-8), the response is, “Lord, on the day I called for help, you answered me.” (v. 3a). The entirety of verse 3 is,

“On the day I cried out, you answered; you strengthened my spirit.”

Reflecting on what you intercede for, spend some time crying out to the Lord, and expressing a desire for your spirit to be strengthened in the Lord. Invite the Lord to help you to see the places where you and He are on the same page, and the places where you may vary.

In verses 12-14 of chapter 2 of the Letter of St. Paul to the Colossians, the second reading, we are reminded of the life-giving power of being baptized in the Lord. Nothing is insurmountable to spiritual wellbeing in and through the Lord. St. Paul writes in part,

“And even when you were dead in transgressions and the uncircumcision of your flesh, he brought you to life along with him, having forgiven us all our transgressions;” (v. 13).

Notice which phrase in the verse above grabs your attention. Considering this phrase amid earthly cares, how might the Lord be inviting you to greater peace and harmony? And how might you extend greater peace and harmony to others?

In the Gospel (Luke 11:1-13), Jesus’s response to a disciple’s request of, “Lord, teach us to pray just as John taught his disciples.” (v. 1) is:

“When you pray, say:
Father, hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come.
Give us each day our daily bread
and forgive us our sins
for we ourselves forgive everyone in debt to us,
and do not subject us to the final test.” (v. 2-4)

It’s important to remember that to live authentically and to truly overcome obstacles, one must consider who is being lifted up from words/actions. How is something giving glory to God? Who is benefiting and to what extent? And, in what ways does it fit in with the Lord’s example of love, mercy, and compassion to oneself and others?

Going back to the concern you were praying about, ask the Lord to help you to see (or to reaffirm for you) what’s most important, or what the final test is, in the situation. Take time to share and rest in the Lord with your thoughts and feelings on this, and to receive and desire to carry forward His.

The Gospel passage continues with Jesus giving an example of two friends, one asking the other for loaves of bread in the middle of the night. Jesus says,

“I tell you, if he does not get up to give him the loaves because of their friendship, he will get up to give him whatever he needs because of his persistence.” (v. 8)

Returning to your prayer, where, or with whom, does the bulk of your concern lie? Is it with yourself, others, a mix, or something else? Ask the Lord to reveal to you, from moment to moment throughout each day, the spot(s) to invest your time and energy. Where is greater persistence needed? How might you need the Lord’s help in this area?

“And I tell you, ask and you will receive;
seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
For everyone who asks, receives;
and the one who seeks, finds;
and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.
What father among you would hand his son a snake
when he asks for a fish?
Or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg?
If you then, who are wicked,
know how to give good gifts to your children,
how much more will the Father in heaven
give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him?” – Luke 11:9-13

Purple flowers among weeds

Let Peace…

Walking along the path, flowers sprinkled among the greenery on either side bring both brightness and variation to the scene. In the middle, one flower leans toward another as if reaching out to the one looking down at petals lost. Holding on, seeking comfort, seeking peace; providing both to those walking through or passing by.

Stories, so many stories, in the present and in the past. Living, breathing stories, held by many hearts. And then there’s Peace, held within those many stories, seeking hearts to hold them well, souls to glean their wisdom, and bodies with the mind to march peace forward.

Purple flowers among weeds

Let the peace of Christ control your hearts; let the word of Christ dwell in you richly. – Colossians 3:15a, 16a